prince yan

friends

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Thu, 09 Jul 2009 14:08:00 +0000

what are friends for?
some says that "A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out."
i've also heard "True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost."
both quotes are true. however, a typical person only realise the truth of friendships after
some damages are done.
For me, i realised the importance of friendship from the very beginning. So i guess that
explain my lack of friends in my social circle.
Well, to tell the truth, i can count my friends using one hand. People have strongly encourage me
to broaden up my social circle. Not that i dont want to, but just that some people are not my
kind of friends! I am fully satisfied about who i hang out with now. My primary criteria for friendships are those that provide companionship and kill my time effectively by just being fully themselves. i am happy and proud to say that those friends within my five fingers has fulfill my definition of friends to near perfection. They are the ones that play a significant role in my past and present. They are the main pillars that shape my personalities and characteristics.
To the one that ran away but came back after 7 weeks, that 7 weeks was the worst period in my life. I am sorry for not being perfect. But who is perfect anyway?

marriage

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Wed, 17 Jun 2009 16:51:00 +0000

It happens in fairy tales.
You see it on TV and in movies.
Celebrities and famous people are doing it.
Your friends ask you when you're going to.
Your parents want you to.
The government says it's the building block of society.
It's strange if you have children and you're not.
You can't get tax breaks if you have children and you're not.
People who are not imagine what it's like to be.
People who are would rather not be.

Is marriage necessary?

Is it just a piece of paper or is it something that magically binds 2 people together for eternity?

Who came up with that idea anyway?

I think marriage might just be a necessary evil. Don't be shocked that I'm referring to marriage as "evil"; it's just a figure of speech. It means something that has undesirable qualities but is preferable to its absence.

Initially I tried listing down the desirable qualities followed by the undesirable ones, but when I reached the end of the list, I decided to merge the 2 lists because what's desirable can be seen as undesirable if I look at it from a different angle. Here's the list:

- To register and own a HDB flat in Singapore
- You can combine your income to buy what you can't afford to buy on your own, e.g. car, house
- You can try to borrow money from your spouse and in-laws
- To get tax breaks
- You can get alimony after getting a divorce
- To obtain someone's written commitment to take care of you and be with you
- You don't have to work because now you have someone to live off
- To convince a woman to have your children by committing to take care of her and the children in writing
- To obtain a man's written commitment to take care of the children should you have any of his (or to his knowledge...)
- So that you can start neglecting your looks and grow fat(er)
- So you can have a backup plan in case no other man/woman wants you
- So that your relatives and friends can stop asking you when you're going to get married
- To fulfill your role in society or religious calling (marriage is good for society, keeps people in check and supports the wedding and legal businesses)
- You can brag about your air stewardess / model wife or millionaire husband
- It's romantic
- Everybody's doing it
- To prove that there's nothing so "wrong" with you that you can't find someone to marry you
- You hate eating alone or watching movies alone
- You get a free maid plus free sex
- You can have sex without protection
- You get a free plumber, handyman, exterminator, electrician, etc (too bad you got to offer sex in return)

You may say that marriage offers things that cannot be obtained otherwise such as to have someone waiting at home for you, someone who will always be there for you, someone to share your life with, etc. However, all these can be obtained without marriage; marriage cannot guarantee these. If someone wants to be with you, he/she will be with you regardless of whether there's a signed piece of paper. If someone doesn't want to be with you, a piece of paper or religious blessings are not going to do anything for the relationship.

Despite all that I've written here, I think weddings are romantic . I suppose there's a fairy tale idea around love, marriage proposals, weddings and happy-ever-after. Although we all know that reality is far from the fairy tale dream, it doesn't stop most of us from walking down that isle and signing our lives away. It's one of the risks in life that we take in the hope of fulfilling a dream.

ultimate failure

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Wed, 03 Jun 2009 13:29:00 +0000

hi all. Havent been updating for a long long time. Now, i shall release everything from the bottom of my heart. As a failure for the past 2 years in poly, i shall describe it as a joyless, unhappy, draggy and tortuous affair with my beloved school of mechanical engineering. Simply unbelievable, God knows what actually went through my mind when i did my jae. To make it a joke to the max, i actually put it as my first jae choice. Semesters later, i realised wtf am i doing with C++, IA, materials, thermofluids, mechanics. Really WTF!! Put it this way, i dont want and i m not interested to learn chimo theories. For the past few sem, i had know nth, learn nth except for getting an above average gpa score just by going through examinations procedure and also being a leech. Fyi, i can actually use my gpa and wipe my ass. Do not ask me how this and that works, i am simply a dumbass to all these. I and C? Materials? pneumatics? stdio.h?? wth are all these. Lectures were just perfect lullaby for me. same goes for tutorials and prac. Sometimes, i envy those who can actually endure the pain of studying chim chim modules. While for me, there is simply no loopholes for chimology theories to enter my mind. Credits to those who spoon feed me answers though. they made my life better by 0.000001%

inzaghi? hargreaves? materazzi?

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 14:54:00 +0000

not everyone is born like a ronaldinho or a ronaldo( with a C).

unfortunately i am one of them. i am not blessed with skills and

talent. what i have are commitment, energy, passion and a very strong

tactical knowledge. put me in front and i will score goals like inzaghi.

put me on the middle and i would bite like hargreaves.

put me at the back and i may screw u like what materazzi did to maestro zizou.

this is yan cheng aka(choose one of the names) for u.

dearest friend

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Thu, 01 May 2008 14:30:00 +0000

Took this picture in vivo. Smiling on the left is
my dearest friend, and on the right looking
like a retard is me. Sitting behind our pose is
a fat man munching stupidly at his chocolate.
This is our pose that will be imprinted in my
permanent memory. I will never forget the main
characters inside the picture:)

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Thu, 10 Jan 2008 11:58:00 +0000

when the bomb blows up
death fill the air
how wonderful is the smell
lifeless limbs, ugly heads
i welcome u all
let me consume all your souls
give your souls to your King

doom bringer

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Tue, 13 Nov 2007 14:14:00 +0000

Writhing pain, sardonic fright,
Lucid ambiance, all's darker than night.
Rains of death began to fill the sea, within me,
My heart fills with acrimony.
Drowning, lost, i set myself free,
My dreams unfulfilled are now lost in that sea.
I have now lost all that is me.
My heart's now filled with impurity.
From the distance within,
I heard a whisper of doom,
Emptiness is now my tomb,
I'll forever be lost in this eternal gloom.

the fight for glory

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Thu, 13 Sep 2007 04:46:00 +0000

born into this world, where warm hide away from me
shame are all that is left inside of me
plight of me due to some incredible blunder from yesteryear
fruits of the tree of shame were bear upon me
entrusting me the task of clearing it away from my name
tree of glory is hard to plant, as meticulous is a must
harvesting the fruits are even harder, where no blunders are allow
but for the sake of my name, i shall press on
i will give up over my dead body
and all the shame will run away from me
fuck the neutrals, may your shit hole burn in the lake of fire

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Fri, 10 Aug 2007 18:08:00 +0000

congratulation to u. wish i had a car too

the cold world

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Wed, 08 Aug 2007 15:14:00 +0000

visions of my past shot through my mind
an imaginary screen with my life stories appear
they all appear to be mocking me, naggong me about my disability
rudely awaken by the chill down my spine
it came to me that whatever seems so perfect is just an illusion
as it can be easily blown off by the wind of truth
my seemingly love ones left me in a corner to rot
with only stench to keep me company
waiting in vain for my creator, hoping that he will take me.

a wish come true

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Wed, 01 Aug 2007 16:28:00 +0000

19 years and 229 days ago, a couple got married.
inside the wedding car, the wife had a wish.
she wished that her husband would be a pauper for life,
and that their relative would be rich.
despite that, the man continued with the wedding ceremony.
the wife's wish came through, because 2 years and 46 days later,
they gave birth to a son, but the money they need was not their own,
the cash were all given by their richer relatives.
the husband work hard for the family, the pay was a joke
but the wife was too lazy to find a job, despite their difficulty.
and she wants more money
5 years down the road, the husband had a single eye problem.
he needed treatment urgently, while the wife had a small windfall during that period.
but when her husband ask her for the cash, she lied that she was penniless
he went blind on one eye since.
however, the husband continued with his hardwork for the family,
while the wife moan and groan for more money.
this continue on and on until their son is a teenager,
who wants to do well in school.
one fine day, the husband has an incurable problem on his other eye.
later, he was blind on both eyes.
due to this, he was force to quit his job,
while their richer relatives continued with their living.
facing life without even a pathetic income,
his wife said :"i am always tired, i can't work, i want you to bring money home!"
and the wife suggested that he can work in a blind man's home
stupid, poor blind man.
a wish come true in indeed

criminals

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Tue, 24 Jul 2007 15:58:00 +0000

a thief is define as a guy who steal and to kill.
well, JUST GET THE FUCKK OUT OF THIS WORLD!!
thief, as well as other criminals e.g rapist, murderer, bangla wokers
is generally defined as the scum of the earth. may your mum be rape eternally in hell
i feel sad for bangla workers, they have not committed any crimes.
but is sad to know that universal law exist for them.
they are criminals by birth, dark bastards of the society.
so horny that they keep looking at my friend.
(dun know why banglas are so horny)
fuck off dirt, dun think you all deserve to be in any country
what are your mums for, give you a good time of course!
to the thief who stole a phone under the nose of my dear friend,
pls suck my balls and say yummy.
may the god of death be upon your love ones
wishing you a happy family reunion in hell.

i love u

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Tue, 17 Jul 2007 07:17:00 +0000

the smiles on your face brighten me
your actions have touched me
i like your flow
the gracefulness of your steps arouse me
you walk towards me
the warm i felt was overwhelming
u came nearer
till we were touching cheek to cheek
as your hair flows with the soothing wind
gently caressing my cheek
it brushes against my nose
savouring the fragrance of your hair
your lovely lips touches my ear
and they whispered
i love you

thats the truth

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Tue, 17 Jul 2007 00:37:00 +0000

sweet dreams dun last
nightmare dun end
is a fact of the human race
a sweet dream is a bliss
while a nightmare is a norm
release my soul of this endless norm
cos i dun wanna be part of the truth
sweet dreams after a nightmare?
i dun wanna hear this piece of shitty truth
when u thought that nightmare had ended
is when another is born
dreams will never come to pass
as a dream come true signal the birth of a new hell

lies.

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Sun, 15 Jul 2007 17:00:00 +0000

a species destroy by heartless lies
where truths did not exist
and lies are rampant
our main protection against false
a vicious revolution that is never ending
such that the false are for real
while truth are the imitations
the fact that colours add life
and white is crap
if a fool says otherwise
then he has heard too much white lies
as a dull colour cannot add life
conquer by all colours that exist
the medias are dumb to resist
why is white considered a colour
when it doesnt have true colours
is a lie that scare the whole species
lets declare war.

my world

noreply@blogger.com (prince yan) — Fri, 13 Jul 2007 14:39:00 +0000

dubbed as the new era
where happiness a light years away
where pain and sorrow prevails
dun bother hearing my wails
artificial smiles, man made faces
what a lethal combination to face
that drove a pain in the heart of me
dream on to hide in this world of mean
tears are the embellishment on my cheeks
waiting for the death kiss
be happy with the kiss of death
as that means pain is dead
catch a zooming car
such that life is just a zoom away
inverted ambulance came into view
flood of attendants trying their hard
but my dying brain says dream on
as ultimate dreams has come true
no way are they gonna save me
cos one thing i know for sure
that death is called the new life