ultimate failure

hi all. Havent been updating for a long long time. Now, i shall release everything from the bottom of my heart. As a failure for the past 2 years in poly, i shall describe it as a joyless, unhappy, draggy and tortuous affair with my beloved school of mechanical engineering. Simply unbelievable, God knows what actually went through my mind when i did my jae. To make it a joke to the max, i actually put it as my first jae choice. Semesters later, i realised wtf am i doing with C++, IA, materials, thermofluids, mechanics. Really WTF!! Put it this way, i dont want and i m not interested to learn chimo theories. For the past few sem, i had know nth, learn nth except for getting an above average gpa score just by going through examinations procedure and also being a leech. Fyi, i can actually use my gpa and wipe my ass. Do not ask me how this and that works, i am simply a dumbass to all these. I and C? Materials? pneumatics? stdio.h?? wth are all these. Lectures were just perfect lullaby for me. same goes for tutorials and prac. Sometimes, i envy those who can actually endure the pain of studying chim chim modules. While for me, there is simply no loopholes for chimology theories to enter my mind. Credits to those who spoon feed me answers though. they made my life better by 0.000001%